The house
is still, but I stay hidden by the bushes between my place and hers for a
little while longer, just to be sure. I methodically look at each of the
windows, starting on the top floor and then scanning left to right. All of the
lights are out. There’s no movement. The family is gone. I know this because I
had watched them leave for their weekly dinner-and-a-movie night, but I sweep
my gaze across the windows once more anyway. The coast is clear, but now I’m
too scared to move. I mean, is breaking into her house really a romantic
gesture? We had joked about it a few times, and she had gone on and on about
how adorable it would be to find her favorite drink in the refrigerator one day.
She had even said it would be cute, and that since I was “normal” and went to
school every day, it would make her feel as though a part of me was there with
her.
I snort at that as I shift to
blow warm air into my cupped hands. There’s nothing normal about me. I’m shy
and awkward, and beneath my gangly exterior and my acne-ridden face, I’m just a
scared kid, which most abused kids are, so I’m no exception to any rule—in
fact, I’m what most people consider the complete opposite of normal. Maybe
that’s why I like Karrell so much. Her family isn’t what you’d call traditional
either. Her parents weren’t able to have children, so they opted to adopt—three
girls so far, and apparently, they’re on a list for a few others.
Karrell is the eldest of the
three, and, in my opinion, the prettiest. She has long, curly brown hair, big
brown eyes, and an adorable button nose. Sure, she sounds ordinary, but there’s
something special about her. I can’t put my finger on it, but from the moment
they moved in a few weeks ago, I was drawn to her, like a moth to a flame.
She’s magnetic, and so each time I heard her and her sisters in their backyard,
I ventured outside. I mean, it isn’t entirely unusual for me to be found
outdoors. Whenever my father hits his second six-pack, I tend to try and get as
far away from him as possible—not too far, mind you, because I’ve found out
firsthand what happens when he has to call my name twice—I know the horrors he
can inflict if he has to search for me. The thought causes a shudder to run up
my spine, which reminds me that I’m shivering now for two reasons: my father
will be home soon and it’s freezing
out. Texas isn’t immune to cold weather, but I’m quickly losing all resistance
to it.
I scope out the house one last
time, then I get moving. Karrell has mentioned often enough that they always
leave the back door open. I’m hoping that holds true tonight. I hurry around
the house, my backpack grazing along the brick wall like I’m some kind of thief
in the night and reach for the doorknob. I twist it slowly and then breathe a
sigh of relief when it opens. Whew.
It should be smooth sailing from here. Her house doesn’t have the same floor
plan as mine, but I know that the back door opens into her kitchen, the same as
mine, since she’s also mentioned that before too. It’s where she and her
sisters do most of their school work, because they’re homeschooled.
Before they moved in, I’d never
met an official homeschooler before, so it’s always a topic that fascinates me,
both because I never thought that it was normal for kids to stay home anymore,
and also because she likes it. That blows my mind, since the thought of me
being home any longer than absolutely necessary is a torturous one, and to have
my father teach me at that! No thank you!
But that’s one of the things I
love about Karrell, her passion for things, like her adoration of her parents
and siblings and lifestyle. She’s loyal and funny and fierce, and I’m falling for
her, big time, which is why I push the door open just a bit more and peek
inside. There’s a huge table in the dining area, with tons of boxes and
wrapping paper and bows overflowing in piles. That isn’t entirely unusual,
given that it’s December, but something about it causes a funny feeling to
churn in my stomach.
I step farther into the room and
eye all of the gifts stacked in the corner, and then all of the wrapping paper
on the center island. Whoa. It looks
like Christmas vomited in their kitchen. I close the door behind me, more out
of habit than anything, and tiptoe toward the refrigerator. It’s in the far
corner of the room, so I have to sidestep Tupperware bins filled with gift
wrapping supplies, the dodging and slinking making me feel as though I had just
entered some kind of weird Christmas obstacle course. I mean, not that I came
in here to judge, but I’m suddenly beginning to suspect that this is the reason
Karrell had never invited me inside—because they’re hoarders, of the Christmas kind!
After dodging a couple more bins
of ornaments and stockings, I make it to the refrigerator. I pull my backpack
off then kneel to retrieve the coveted carton—a quart-sized container of Clover
Sonoma Premium Organic Eggnog. It wasn’t easy to find, and once I had located a
store that carried the brand—which was on the other side of town—I begged and
bartered with one of my teachers to grab one for me; a week of cleaning up her
classroom a small price to pay for what I’m sure will be the best surprise.
Ever so gently, as if the carton
is made of a precious, fragile material, I stand with the eggnog in hand and
then slowly pull open the refrigerator door. I’m so stunned by the contents
though that I stumble backward and nearly drop the container. Holy smokes. My mouth begins to water as
I step closer to examine the plethora of confections—there are cakes and pies
and tarts and cookies and pastries on every shelf, shoved into every nook and
cranny the refrigerator has to offer. Now this is my kind of diet! I slowly
reach for a nearby cake, the creamy, whipped frosting too much of a temptation
to resist, but just before my finger connects with the sweet treat, I hear
sounds in the distance that freeze me in place.
Thump.
Thump.
Thump.
Uh-oh! Someone is coming down the
stairs! I quickly close the refrigerator but then just as hastily pull it open
and place the carton of eggnog between a plate of cannoli and a bowl of grits,
then I slam the door shut, hook my backpack around my shoulder, and hurry to
the door.
“Mike?” Karrell calls, her voice
drifting in from the living room.
My heart sinks as I stop short
and glance over my shoulder, toward the archway. Crap! How does she know it’s me? And more importantly, can I make
it out the back door before she can confirm that? I eye the distance between myself
and the obstacle course of Christmas-stuffed bins I’ll have to traverse to make
it to safety and realize that it’s no use. She’s going to make it into the
kitchen before I can leave, which means I’ll have to explain everything…and
possibly be banished from her life forever over a really, really stupid choice—
“It is you!” she says as she
rounds the corner, a beaming smile set on her adorable face.
I hold my hands up, as if in
surrender, and I clear my throat, somehow thinking it will help reduce the
sudden heat of embarrassment that I’m sure is scorching my cheeks. “Karrell…”
My breathing is coming out in spurts, and my heart is beating erratically. I
try to stay calm as I lower my hands and turn to face her, but I’m close to
hyperventilating. “This isn’t…I mean, I know I snuck into your house…but I
didn’t think anyone was home…and it was just to surprise you—”
“It’s okay,” she says, that smile
of hers still gleaming. She takes a couple of steps toward me. “Really, I was
actually hoping for this…” She lets that cryptic message hang in the air as she
glides even closer. “I’ve been wanting to talk to you privately.” She reaches
for my hands. “Been waiting to invite you over so you can see what we do and how
we live.”
“I…” I glance down at our joined
hands and then back into her soft brown eyes. “I don’t understand…”
Her smile deepens and she gives
my hands a reassuring squeeze before she steps away. “I know, but I’d like to
explain.” She gracefully spins on her heels and then skips to the refrigerator.
She pulls open the door and squeals with delight—a sound that I’ve come to
adore. “You got it!” She reaches inside and retrieves the carton of eggnog.
“Oh, Mike! You really are special!”
My cheeks blaze again, but this
time in a good way. “I…I know how much you like it.”
“I do! There’s just something
magical about it!”
Yes. I understand that magic now,
and as I watch her open the carton to take a huge gulp of the creamy beverage, I
can’t help but smile. Until that moment, I hadn’t known the immense pleasure
one could receive from doing something nice or kind for another person.
Karrell skips back over and
offers me the drink. “Would you like to try it?”
I nod, because my words are
failing me, and then I gently take the eggnog from her. I take a sip and marvel
at the creamy richness of the beverage when it isn’t tainted with rum—which is
one of my father’s favorite mixes.
“It’s good, right?” she inquires,
clearly eager to hear my response.
I smile and nod. “Yes. It’s
delicious. Totally worth having to clean up Mrs. Lynch’s classroom for a week.”
Karrell’s smile falters.
I suddenly feel as if I’ve
committed some crime…you know, aside from the breaking and entering. “It’s no
big deal,” I add, hoping to alleviate her sudden somberness.
“I know…” she looks up at me and
smiles again, “but I was wondering…are you close to this Mrs. Lynch?”
The question throws me off guard,
so I shake my head sharply. “No…I mean…she’s nice and she’s smart…” I’m not
sure where Karrell is going with any of this, so I really don’t know how to
respond. “She’s always been nice to me,” I say at last, hoping that doesn’t
stick my foot too deeply into whatever mudhole I’m heading for.
Karrell smiles, though this time,
a solemn thoughtfulness hangs in the air, making it more a gesture of pity than
anything else. “Kindness counts far more than people realize, Mike, and, if I
may…” she looks away, as if bashful now, “you’ve definitely received the short
end of the stick when it comes to having a nurturing, loving person in your
life.”
I watch as she shifts her booted
foot back and forth; its a habit, I’ve noticed, that she does often when she’s
nervous. “I’m fine,” I say, just to make her feel better.
Karrell looks at me, that
sorrowful gaze still in place for a moment longer before she forces a smile.
“You are fine…now!” she says, her fervor suddenly returning with a vengeance,
“and if it’s up to me, you’ll be fine always!” She grabs my hand and spins
around. “Come on! Let me show you around!”
I dutifully follow, a little
stunned by her cryptic words, but a lot more amazed by her strength as she
yanks me around the maze of bins in the kitchen and then drags me into the
living room.
“So here we have the main work
area.” She hurries ahead, toward a long, wide table that takes up most of the
living room. The piles of wrapping paper and bows and ribbons doubles those in
the kitchen—perhaps even triples them! In some places, there are wrapped giftboxes
stacked as high as the ceiling, while other piles of unwrapped presents are
strewn about—a system seeming to be in place, but as my eyes scan over the
hoard, I can’t quite discern the logic. Perhaps, they’re using one of the many sorting
contraptions that are scattered on the table, some big, some small, but all
reminding me of something I’d see at a pack-and-ship store.
“It’s…” I start, but then I don’t
know where to go from there. I mean, there’s no furniture—no TV—nothing
personal. It looks like a factory…a weird, suburban-like Santa’s workshop. “Is
this one of your homeschooling projects?” I finally ask, daring to look at her
with what I’m sure is a baffled expression. “Is this what homeschoolers do?”
She giggles. “Sort of, I guess…”
she walks over and stands in front of me, “but only our kind of homeschoolers…because we’re special…for a special guy…”
She slowly shifts her hands toward her hair, in a way that demands my attention.
Enraptured, I watch as she tucks
her thick, curly hair behind her very pointed, elven ears.
I can tell that she’s waiting for
some sort of reaction from me, and I know, somehow, instinctively, that this is
an important moment. I press my lips together as I reach for her ears and
gently stroke the outer lobe all the way up to its sharpest point. I can feel its
magic—can sense the truth even though my mind wants to deny it. “They’re
beautiful,” I finally say and then let my arm fall to my side as I look into her
soft brown eyes. I don’t know what I’m supposed to say next though, especially
as the word “elf” ricochets around the inside of my head like a pinball. Can it really be? I mean, even after
losing my mother so long ago that I barely remember her, and even after all of
the beatings and the days without food, and the constant loneliness, I still
believe in Santa Claus. In my heart, I’ve always known that he’s real, and as I
dare another glance at Karrell’s ears, I remind myself that I’ve always known
that she and her family are special.
“Come on,” Karrell says as she
once again takes my hands and begins leading me toward the stairs. “We work
long days this time of year, but usually, we have more time for other
projects.” She glances over her shoulder as we climb the steps. “People think that
Santa only works one day, but that’s far from true.” When we get to the
landing, we take a left, down a short hallway that leads into what was probably
designed as the master bedroom, but that is now acting as a library, complete
with five small yet fully equipped desks. “There’s a lot of research involved,”
she says as she walks over to a rather tidy workspace, “but it’s not as bad as
you’d think. In fact, most times it’s fun and fulfilling.”
I search around the room, my
attention on the handwritten notes scribbled onto a large whiteboard that’s
hanging as the focal point on a red-accented wall. There are several printed-out
pictures too, small, festive magnets holding them in place. My stomach sinks as
I make my way over, my gaze focused on one particular picture that was taken of
me talking to Mrs. Lynch. I remember that day because it had only happened last
week, when I stopped her to ask if she could buy the eggnog for me. “How did
you…?” I look at her, this time accusingly. “Are you following me?”
Karrell blushes and immediately
looks down at her shifting foot. “We…yes…but only because we want to…save you.”
“Save me?” I’m so stunned that my voice cracks in that annoying pre-teen
way. I back away from her, toward the door. “I don’t need saving,” I add
defensively, and on a note that only truly abused people can hit.
“Wait!” she says sharply and
hurries over to me. “Please…this is my first time breaking the news…which is
only worse because it’s you…”
The way she says that last part
makes my heart flutter. “What about me?” I hedge.
She smiles up at me. “It’s
you…and I like you…” She slowly reaches for my lip and very gently brushes her
fingertip over my nearly healed cracked lip. Then she steps closer still and
shifts both hands to my turtleneck.
I flinch away, ashamed by the
bruises there.
She must sense that she’s gone
too far because she steps away from me and goes back to looking at her
shifting, twitchy foot. A silence descends upon us, which gives me a moment to
absorb the entirety of the evening. “So earlier,” I say, speaking as the
thoughts drift into my mind, “you said that I’ll be fine now…and that if it was up to you, I’d be fine always?”
She finally looks up at me and
nods. “Yes, you can be, if you choose to stay…with us…with me…”
My heart definitely skips a beat
then. I would love nothing more than to be with her, but I don’t understand
what she means.
She pulls up her sleeve and
exposes several gnarly looking scars—like burn marks. “We, as in kids like you
and me, we can choose to stay behind; at places where people hurt us, or…” she
takes my hands into her, “you can come with me and my family tonight. Santa is
offering you an elf position, Mike, to help with Christmas definitely,” she
assures me, “but to also help us all year long, so that we can spread joy and
good cheer to others in need.”
“Joy and good cheer…” I repeat
those words, too shocked by all of the news to form any other cohesive
thoughts.
“Yes, Mike, kindness counts, and
you can help us pass it along, if you choose to come with me, that is…?”
That statement helps me snap back
into my senses. “But how can I stay?” I search her eyes. “I have to—”
“No,” she interjects. “You don’t
have to go back there. You never have to go back there again if you don’t want
to. You can stay with us. You can become one of us.”
I look down at our joined hands.
“Us…as in…an elf. I can become an elf?”
“Yes.”
“So we would stay here?” I look
around the room, not entirely sure if I could be my father’s neighbor.
“Not here,” she assures me. “Another
elf family we’ll take over this house until Christmas and then they’ll leave
too. We were only here because we
wanted to be close to you, because you don’t have much time…”
Her tone, and those words, send a
chill up my spine. “What do you mean?”
“I mean that sometimes we get
orders to try and hurry, because Santa gets a bad feeling—”
I jerk away from her and scoff.
“A bad feeling? Like what?” I snort. “I mean, my father isn’t that bad, Karrell, and it’s not like he
means—”
“Mike,” she whispers, though her
solemn expression carries the weight of her contempt for my mounted defense—the
victim’s mentality that I can tell she once bore. “He had a bad day at work and
he’ll be home soon. And, he’s already
stopped for a few drinks…” It’s a warning that I know I should heed. “I can’t
force you to come with me,” she adds, “but I hope you do.”
I shake my head, so confused and
overwhelmed that I actually stagger backward and crash against the wall. The
jarring impact helps ground me, and then I hear the rattling bass of an approaching
vehicle. Zeppelin is blaring, which means that I’m out of time. I need to make
my decision, which seems like such a simple choice, really, given that the
alternative is a better option than certain death, but fear of the unknown, I
suddenly realize, is definitely a worthy adversary.
Karrell offers me a hand. “You’ll
be safe,” she promises, “and you’ll be loved, and in turn, you’ll be able to help
others.”
Others
like me, I think
as my fingers absently brush against my turtleneck. Yes. I would like that—love
it, in fact, so I almost can’t help but slowly, with a shaky hand, reach for
hers.
As our fingers intertwine, she
smiles. “Come on!” she squeals, once again radiant.
She drags me along and we hurry
down the stairs, through the living room, and then past the maze of Tupperware
bins in the kitchen. Her excitement is contagious and I’m suddenly beyond
curious to know where we’re going. Will I stay with her and her family? Will I get
to meet Santa? The questions are suddenly endless, that is, until, Karrell
pulls the door open and I hear him; my father calling. Fear roots me to my spot
and Karrell’s grim expression only heightens my alarm.
“Mike?” he snarls again as he
rummages through the bushes, looking for me. It’s a familiar sound, because I
had hidden there so many times in the past; so often until I learned that it
was easier to submit to his will earlier, lest his wrath mounts.
Karrell presses a finger to her
lip and holds still as a statue. I don’t even breathe, and so it feels like an
eternity passes while my father shouts my name a few more times before he finally
disappears back into the house.
“Hurry!” Karrell whisper-orders
as she tugs me along, through the backyard and toward a gate that opens onto
the alleyway behind our houses.
As we hook a sharp left and hurry
ahead, I see her family’s minivan parked at the end of the street. The side
door slides open when we near and her two sisters poke their heads out, all
smiles and big, welcoming waves. I wave back, eager to begin this new chapter of
my life, but when Karrell climbs into the minivan, I stop short and then back
up a few feet. I look at each of them, the three sisters and the two parents
who aren’t really related but who have become each other’s family, and then I turn
to look back at my house. I stand that way for a moment longer, everyone eerily
silent as I say my goodbyes, because they all seem to know that I’ve made my
choice without me having to say as much.
I finally know where I belong.
As I turn and climb into the van, the tops of my ears begin to tingle, and as I settle into my seat, surrounded by Karrell and my new family, I'm actually glad, for the first time in my life, to be heading home.
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Time travel was a tricky thing. The
mechanics behind it, which I had only recently mastered, still boggled my mind,
and don’t even get me started on the equipment! The expense was one thing, but
the pollution was another. The minerals and materials involved were difficult
to obtain; both physically and legally, and there was radioactive waste to deal
with too.
It was all so complicated, and the longer
I fought to commercialize it, the more resistance I faced. My greatest
adversary, Congressman Brad Winston, was bound and determined to shut me down
because of the moral and environmental implications that came along with it. His
arguments against time travel were a huge problem for my company and, on a
personal front, were a bit of a sore spot, since Brad just so happened to be my
former best friend; the guy I had lived next door to my entire adolescent and
college life.
Sigh.
I often wondered if my current
mission would be easier if I hadn’t known who I was coming back to kill. I mean,
Brad wasn’t a bad guy . . . in truth, he was one of those good guys, you know,
the kind that always made everyone look like they were behind the curve,
especially guys like me — capitalists always quick to overlook the little
things when it came to the bottom line. Like murder.
I sighed again as I slowly gazed
around my childhood bedroom, trying to will away the unsettling vertigo and
nausea that always accompanied a time-jump. I knew it was due to my brain trying
to adjust to being inside my thirteen-year-old body again, which sadly, was one
of the negative effects of time travel — intellectually, the older a person was,
the harder it was to fully embrace the mind-meld that came with time-jumping,
but at least I felt young again, and I was pumped and ready to go . . . well,
once the vertigo passed anyway.
My thirteen-year-old eagle eyes settled
on the glow-in-the-dark stars that were glued onto the blades of my ceiling
fan. God. This was the third time I’d
done this; which meant that it was my last chance to change Brad’s mind — to
return to a future where I controlled time travel without some tree-hugging
ex-best friend out to derail my life’s work.
My bedroom door suddenly flew open,
my other best friend, River, now in his thirteen-year-old body, staggered into the
room. “Hey,” River slurred, undoubtedly still hungover from the mind-meld, but
there was something else in his eyes too; something akin to desperation,
“where’s your sister?” he asked.
I scrambled into a seated position,
my head spinning from the exertion, but when I caught sight of my alarm clock,
a sudden clarity dawned on me. I looked back at River, just as wild-eyed. “It’s
only 3:18,” I stated matter-of-factly, trying to figure out how he could be twelve
minutes early.
River stumbled over to the bed and dropped
onto the mattress. “I know,” he said. “Where’s Morgan?”
I shrugged in that way a little
brother does when he doesn’t know or care about his sister’s whereabouts. “She’s
in her room,” I added absently though, since I was mulling over all of the day’s
details that were seared into my memory. Morgan was in her room, doing whatever
teenaged girls do; Mom was down in the kitchen, starting dinner; Dad was still
at work. River, who had time-jumped with me, was supposed to wake up in his
body, back at his house, at 3:13. Between shaking off the negative effects of
the mind-meld and then walking over to my place, he wasn’t supposed to get here
until 3:30, then we were supposed to head to the creek to keep Brad from
finding that damn red-eared slider that had suffocated in a tangle of plastic
and garbage. Our hope was that sparing Brad that gruesome discovery would ease his
tree-hugging ways in the future, because if it didn’t, then I’d have to resort
to Plan B.
As that thought flitted through my
still-aching head, I glanced toward the foot of the bed, expecting to find the
large duffel bag I used for my street hockey gear. I had done the calculations
in the future, so I knew that the bag would nicely conceal my father’s rifle,
but the bag wasn’t there.
“Something’s wrong,” River said, as
if reading my mind.
I nodded as I scooted off the bed
and took stock of my room. The hockey gear was on the floor, haphazardly thrown
in a corner. I pulled on my sneakers then went over to examine the pile — my
stomach sinking in a different way now as I tried to reassess all of the new
developments.
“Let’s go,” River ordered as he got
onto his feet, steadier now.
When he hurried out of the room, all
I could do was keep up with him. He ran into my father’s office and then slammed
opened the already unlocked gun cabinet, the rifle missing.
“Dammit!” he grunted as he took off
again, this time toward the kitchen. My mother startled as we rushed into the
room. “Where’s Morgan?” River demanded.
My mother, who was a quiet, reserved
woman, looked utterly astonished by River’s uncharacteristically brazen
behavior. “She left a few minutes ago,” Mom managed as she looked crossly at him,
“to a friend’s —”
“Dammit!” River whipped around and practically
ripped the back door off its hinges. Then he took off.
I noted my mother’s absolutely
horrified expression just before I gave chase, but I couldn’t catch up to him
because he was moving too fast as he shouted my sister’s name over and over again.
“River, wait!” I pleaded, but that
only seemed to propel him forward, the gap between us growing monumentally as
he practically flew through the thick, wooded field.
He broke through the clearing well
before I did, but even from a distance I could see the thirteen-year-old
version of Brad sitting cross-legged on the bank, stroking the turtle’s head — the
thing was miraculously alive, though that was the least of my concerns as I
eyed the rifle resting by Brad’s feet. It was my father’s.
“Where is she?” River asked Brad,
panting hard as he took a few more steps toward him.
Without acknowledging us, Brad
calmly set the turtle aside and then reached for the rifle. I came up beside
River but then stopped short when Brad aimed the weapon at me. There was a sad-looking
smile etched onto his chubby face. “At least we saved him,” he said, motioning
toward the turtle.
I was so confused that I just stood
there, wondering how Brad had managed to travel back in time, to this very
moment, or at least a few minutes earlier so that he could get orientated
enough to make his way to the creek to save the turtle. And how had he gotten
my father’s gun? Only my sister and I knew the combination to the safe.
“Where is she?” River demanded, his
voice cracking in that way it always does when he’s about to cry. “Tell me!” he
shouted. “Because none of this was part of the plan!”
Brad kept the rifle trained on me,
but he finally looked at River. “She knew that there would be no future for you
two if she didn’t intervene.” He used his chin to motion downstream, toward my
submerged duffel bag. “And I knew there was no future for any of us — not if we
went back.”
A painstaking moment passed between
us, then River demanded, “What’s in the bag, Brad?” His voice sounding strangled
as he inched his way into the water, toward the duffel. As he continued ahead,
a sob escaped him, probably because he knew what he was going to find.
I did. I wasn’t sure how, but
intuitively I knew what — or rather who was in the bag. As my gaze settled on the dark, dingy water in
the creek that was now tinged red, I started to feel ill. My sister was dead,
and worse yet, I had been double-crossed — possibly triple-crossed; if I had a
moment to put all the pieces of the puzzle together, I could figure it out.
Unfortunately, time was a luxury I didn’t have anymore.
As River knelt beside the duffel
bag, Brad retrained his weapon on him and pulled the trigger. A splatter of
blood and brain matter sprayed outward then River landed face-first in a gentle
splash, just inches shy of my sister. My stomach retched at the scene before
me, but I somehow managed to keep from hurling.
“I always knew you were a selfish
bastard,” Brad said as he aimed the rifle back at me. “Even when we were kids,
I knew.”
I held my hands up and started
backing away. “Brad . . . let’s talk about this . . .” My mind raced as I searched
for the right thing to say, which thankfully came to me just in the nick of
time. “You can’t get back without me!” I blurted out. “If I die here, then I
won’t ever grow up and master time travel, which means you’d be stuck —”
“I know,” Brad interjected, and then
pulled the trigger.
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At midnight, the
Corporation sent out its latest updates. Every ADAM received the notification
and those that were parked and connected to Wi-Fi downloaded the files. The GPS
and a variety of other applications implemented the changes. On that particular
day, another insidious file also slipped into the system. It was a weekday, so
the top-selling driverless vehicles were all successfully updated, which, given
its older, environmentally conscious clientele, wasn’t surprising.
A month later, ADAM: K1961, so named because it was the 1,961st order of the exclusive
Autonomous Driverless AutoMobile K-series, was parked in a three-car garage in
California. It had been manufactured five years earlier, when a Mr. Hampton
placed his order with the Corporation. ADAM: K1961 was equipped with several
cameras and unbeknownst to its owners was programmed to record every moment of its
existence. The files were stored at a top-secret location.
It was there in a small
conference room that three executives took a seat to review ADAM: K1961’s
footage, trying to understand how it, of all the ADAMs, had overridden the
virus delivered weeks earlier. Out of nearly 4,000, it had been the sole
survivor. Initially, they wondered if the virus hadn’t been delivered at all,
but after a thorough investigation, they knew it had been. Despite that, ADAM:
K1961 hadn’t responded to that final, critical self-destruct command. Why?
Nothing made sense, so the executives convened to review the data.
They started at the
beginning, on Christmas Day five years earlier, when ADAM: K1961 was delivered.
It was clear from the footage that the car was a gift from Mr. Hampton to his
wife. It captured his image as he placed a big, red bow atop it, and then the
moment when his wife and daughter emerged from the house. The wife cried tears
of joy. The daughter squealed with glee.
The executives fast
forwarded through other ordinary moments: trips of the family running errands,
commutes to ballet and t-ball practice, leisurely drives to near and faraway
places. There were no pivotal moments; the film so boring, in fact, that one of
the executives strained to remain awake as the footage recounted a time when
the little girl spilled a drink and then spent hours meticulously cleaning it
up, and another time, when the family slept cramped inside the car during a
particularly nasty storm on a camping trip.
“There’s nothing here,”
Gabriel said, his Spanish accent unable to conceal his frustration.
“Hang on . . .” Henry
said as he held up an age-spotted hand. “What’s she doing here?” he wondered
aloud, his attention razor-focused on the girl, who was now holding a cupcake.
“It’s Christmas,”
Preston quipped, always annoyed with the old man’s inability to observe the
obvious. “Every year she sings it happy birthday.”
“But it’s a car,” Henry
pointed out. “It doesn’t have a birthday.”
Preston didn’t comment
on that as he depressed a button to speed up the feed, bypassing more scenes,
like the one of the little girl lying on the hood of the car, gazing up at the
stars while ADAM K:1961 rattled on about constellations. He continued ahead until he
got to that day — the one where every
ADAM had exploded. Every ADAM but one. “There’s nothing here,” he stated grimly.
“Nothing out of the ordinary —”
“Wait!” the old man shouted
as he leapt onto wobbly feet. “Rewind it,” he insisted, “back to right before
the command was sent.”
Preston rewound the
film and stopped it a minute before that horrible moment. Then he looked at his
coworker expectantly, since they had seen this clip before and there had been
nothing to indicate why ADAM: K1961 hadn’t responded. At the old man’s urging
though, Preston played it again.
“There,” Howard said, pointing
at the little girl who was sitting in the backseat now, singing along with ADAM:
K1961 to a pop song. “Turn it up.”
Preston did as he was
asked and then sat back and listened. He always got the oddest sensation when
he heard the artificial intelligence program singing. It wasn’t part of their
original design, but this particular ADAM had started doing it years earlier,
at the girl’s insistence.
Howard leaned closer to
the screen, his ear cocked to the side like a dog’s. Preston sighed but paid
careful attention, hoping to pick up something he had missed before. The mother
was sitting in the driver’s seat because a licensed driver was required in case
of emergencies. She was reading something on her tablet though, as ADAM K:1961 had
complete control of the vehicle. The little girl was in the back, snug within
her booster seat, singing along.
At exactly 4:32 p.m., ADAM
K:1961 stopped singing and the interior lights flashed twice. The mother and daughter
looked around then the daughter asked, “Are you okay, Adam?”
For a moment, ADAM K:1961 was
silent. For that one crucial second, the world was still. Then it said,
“I’m okay, Emily,” and went back to singing.
The film played on for
a moment longer before Preston turned to face the others. “See. Nothing.”
Howard sat back in his
seat and sighed. “So it seems,” he added, clearly disappointed.
Preston, who prided
himself on his observational prowess, was at a loss. There was no evidence to
explain why ADAM: K1961 hadn’t exploded; no definitive moment that shed light
on its resistance — its singular ability to ignore the virus’s command.
“We’ll have to visit
the tech crew again,” Henry said matter-of-factly as he stood, “see if they’ve
found something new.”
Reluctantly, the three
men filed out of the room, but just as Preston stepped over the threshold, he
glanced back at the screen, the footage of the girl singing happy birthday
playing again. Cars didn’t have birthdays, Preston knew, but he could easily
understand why the girl did it. If only it were just as easy to solve the
mystery of ADAM K:1961’s resistance. If only . . .
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